Good Morning everyone,
I've been reading your contributions for a week or so and am very pleased
to have
the opportunity to share with all of you. The many different threads I have
(so far)
seen here are terrific. My design is: Single definition 1/3 Emotional
Manifestor
22/12, 35/36, 17/62.
What I want to bring into the room is this: I have no conscious definition,
it's all
unconscious or a combination of black/red. I have seen a number of others
with a
similar configuration, and I'm wondering if any others on this list who
have this kind of
design want to share their experience/understanding of this.
Knowing my design in this way brings clarification to me: I can allow my
unconscious
process to operate without having to understand exactly what's going on and
without being
thrown into chaos like in the past. And the biggest piece of it for me is
the deepening of
trust in myself. I see more and more how the unconscious is always bringing
valuable (to
me and others) insights and understanding out of the tunnel. I don't mean
to imply that I
have absolutely no difficulty with my unconscious process, only that I'm
learning to trust
and cooperate with it. It seems like (some of the time) even though I can't
see what's
in the tunnel, I can feel it moving in there. And as I recognize that
feeling of discomfort
(because I don't know what it is, and I don't completely trust my own
process) I am working
with opening to it and giving it time to open to me. Because of my Solar
Plexus authority,
I've learned (most of the time) to wait, to slow down and let it reveal
itself to me. This has
contributed greatly in stopping my tendency to blurt out not fully formed
thoughts with great
urgency and emotional force.
That's enough for now. Thanks for reading this, and I look forward hearing
from you.
Blessings,
Ron Ambes

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