Ron
Posts: 20
Joined: 2003-11-25

Good Morning everyone,
I've been reading your contributions for a week or so and am very pleased
to have
the opportunity to share with all of you. The many different threads I have
(so far)
seen here are terrific. My design is: Single definition 1/3 Emotional
Manifestor
22/12, 35/36, 17/62.

What I want to bring into the room is this: I have no conscious definition,
it's all
unconscious or a combination of black/red. I have seen a number of others
with a
similar configuration, and I'm wondering if any others on this list who
have this kind of
design want to share their experience/understanding of this.

Knowing my design in this way brings clarification to me: I can allow my
unconscious
process to operate without having to understand exactly what's going on and
without being
thrown into chaos like in the past. And the biggest piece of it for me is
the deepening of
trust in myself. I see more and more how the unconscious is always bringing
valuable (to
me and others) insights and understanding out of the tunnel. I don't mean
to imply that I
have absolutely no difficulty with my unconscious process, only that I'm
learning to trust
and cooperate with it. It seems like (some of the time) even though I can't
see what's
in the tunnel, I can feel it moving in there. And as I recognize that
feeling of discomfort
(because I don't know what it is, and I don't completely trust my own
process) I am working
with opening to it and giving it time to open to me. Because of my Solar
Plexus authority,
I've learned (most of the time) to wait, to slow down and let it reveal
itself to me. This has
contributed greatly in stopping my tendency to blurt out not fully formed
thoughts with great
urgency and emotional force.

That's enough for now. Thanks for reading this, and I look forward hearing
from you.
Blessings,
Ron Ambes

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michel
Posts: 5
Joined: 2004-01-24
[HumanDesignPro] Unconscious definition

Hi Ron,

yes, the threads are terrific, and I find that also to have the possibility
to share or to read the posts of other persons experimenting with
this knowledge from all around the world, this also is really terrific.
This gives me that feeling of "one love, one world " with which Nana
closes her messages in such a beautiful way.

My design is Triple Split 6/2 Emotional Manifestor, 22/12, 37/40, 38/28,
64/47, 63/4 and the only conscious channel is the 37/40, the other four are
completely unconscious.
Like you, I also am learning to trust and cooperate with my unconscious
process, and until before entering in contact with the HDS I always was
completely helpless while somewhat came out (mostly in an unexpected way) of
my unconscious channels and
also helpless after it had come out, when I realized
what the impact on others was.
Sometimes it really was uncomfortable (especially in the first
phase of the 6th line profile), because mentally I could work out any kind
of theory, prevision, forecast, or whatever, but then, when it came out, it
was completely different from what I thought and,
when all the angry I had inside me exploded out, this not necessarily was
something cute or sweet to listen to or to watch at.
And of course, very rarely I must have
waited for more than one or two seconds ........... emotional clarity :
nothing at all.

It is not that now I am not helpless ...... :-) but now I know that I can
not control it and so I am no longer feeling guilty, or angry with myself
when somewhat
comes out (without asking permission) that was not mentally foreseen.
And also now I will no longer torture myself on the mental plane, for
example with the question "who am I ?" (thanks,
Peter Schöber) because my
bodygraph shows it so clearly : - the only part of myself that I can
consciously have access to is 1 over 5, - my G-Center is open and this
makes that I don't have a fixed identity and, - last consideration : being
emotional I
am never clear at 100 % .

It is a joy to have the possibility and also to be able to share this with
you Ron and, of course, with you all.

Michel Schneider

----- Original Message -----
From: "Ron Ambes"
To: "michel schneider"
Sent: Thursday, May 12, 2005 5:45 PM
Subject: [HumanDesignPro] Unconscious definition

> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>
>
> Good Morning everyone,
> I've been reading your contributions for a week or so and am very pleased
> to have
> the opportunity to share with all of you. The many different threads I
> have (so far)
> seen here are terrific. My design is: Single definition 1/3 Emotional
> Manifestor
> 22/12, 35/36, 17/62.
>
> What I want to bring into the room is this: I have no conscious
> definition, it's all
> unconscious or a combination of black/red. I have seen a number of others
> with a
> similar configuration, and I'm wondering if any others on this list who
> have this kind of
> design want to share their experience/understanding of this.
>
> Knowing my design in this way brings clarification to me: I can allow my
> unconscious
> process to operate without having to understand exactly what's going on
> and without being
> thrown into chaos like in the past. And the biggest piece of it for me is
> the deepening of
> trust in myself. I see more and more how the unconscious is always
> bringing valuable (to
> me and others) insights and understanding out of the tunnel. I don't mean
> to imply that I
> have absolutely no difficulty with my unconscious process, only that I'm
> learning to trust
> and cooperate with it. It seems like (some of the time) even though I
> can't see what's
> in the tunnel, I can feel it moving in there. And as I recognize that
> feeling of discomfort
> (because I don't know what it is, and I don't completely trust my own
> process) I am working
> with opening to it and giving it time to open to me. Because of my Solar
> Plexus authority,
> I've learned (most of the time) to wait, to slow down and let it reveal
> itself to me. This has
> contributed greatly in stopping my tendency to blurt out not fully formed
> thoughts with great
> urgency and emotional force.
>
> That's enough for now. Thanks for reading this, and I look forward hearing
> from you.
> Blessings,
> Ron Ambes
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Cathy Kinnaird
Posts: 15
Joined: 2003-11-10
RE: [HumanDesignPro] Unconscious definition

Hi Ron, Don & Michel,

Thanks for your discussions and observations. I would get an even deeper
feel for your nature if I knew your Incarnation Cross. It would be
interesting to see if your Sun/Earth conscious or unconscious were in
defined or undefined centers. It might be powerful to know how it feels to
be a reflector conscious and unconscious but with you Sun or Earth in a
defined center and visa versa.

In my chart, I am an emotional generator both in my Design chart and in my
Personality chart. I have the channels 5/15, 10/57 and 39/55 at the
personality level. I have the channels 46/29 and 37/40 on the design side. I
haven't met many people with this emotional generator activation conscious
and unconscious. I'd love to hear from others who might have this kind of
configuration. Oh - my ICX is 4/6 Vessel of Love with the 10th Gate as my
conscious Sun.

I like this forum a lot. Thanks everyone.

Cathy Kinnaird

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michel
Posts: 5
Joined: 2004-01-24
[HumanDesignPro] Unconscious definition

Hi Cathy,

thanks for your reply.
Concerning my ICX it is 6/2 Separation 2 with the conscious Sun in
Hexagram 5.
So my P. Sun is in an open Sacral Center and it doesn't shine by itself
whereas the P. Earth in Hexagram 35 is a hanging gate ( if I have understood
correctely the meaning of "hanging gate" ) in the defined Throat.
Design Sun/Earth (47 / 22) they are both part of defined channels.

Yours,
Michel

----- Original Message -----
From: "Cathy Kinnaird"
To: "michel schneider"
Sent: Friday, May 13, 2005 10:15 PM
Subject: RE: [HumanDesignPro] Unconscious definition

> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>
>
> Hi Ron, Don & Michel,
>
> Thanks for your discussions and observations. I would get an even deeper
> feel for your nature if I knew your Incarnation Cross. It would be
> interesting to see if your Sun/Earth conscious or unconscious were in
> defined or undefined centers. It might be powerful to know how it feels to
> be a reflector conscious and unconscious but with you Sun or Earth in a
> defined center and visa versa.
>
> In my chart, I am an emotional generator both in my Design chart and in my
> Personality chart. I have the channels 5/15, 10/57 and 39/55 at the
> personality level. I have the channels 46/29 and 37/40 on the design side.
> I
> haven't met many people with this emotional generator activation conscious
> and unconscious. I'd love to hear from others who might have this kind of
> configuration. Oh - my ICX is 4/6 Vessel of Love with the 10th Gate as my
> conscious Sun.
>
> I like this forum a lot. Thanks everyone.
>
> Cathy Kinnaird
>
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walking angel
Posts: 170
Joined: 2005-03-24
[HumanDesignPro] cross of separation - in projector and manifest

hi michel/

I also have the cross of separation in my design, and I would like to
explore the cross with you, if you're willing? I'm just beginning to
develop an understanding of the significance of my cross in my design.
So I'm intrigued by the possibility of seeing the cross in the context
of a different design than my own - particularly a person of a
different type - and exploring what's similar and what differs. Would
you like to do this?

I really would like to *see* our two designs. My chart is online at:
.

In words: my cross is 5/35 22/47, 5/1 profile. I'm a single split
splenic projector with sixth line definition in the 'Brainwave' channel
57/20 and lots of spleen and throat gates. Not a motor in sight. I'm
very interested to begin to understand how the same cross goes to work
in, I quote: a "Triple Split 6/2 Emotional Manifestor... the only
conscious channel is the 37/40, the other four are completely
unconscious."

My fifth-line personality sun (gate 5) is on an open sacral centre like
yours, but 'trebled' with both first-line conscious and sixth-line
unconscious definitions from my South Node. My fifth-line personality
gate 35 is hanging on a defined throat, like yours; but again 'trebled'
with both first-line conscious and sixth-line unconscious definitions
from my North Node. Like you, my design 47 is in the defined,
unconscious 47/64 channel, but unlike you, my design 22 is first-line,
on an open emotional centre.

How to begin?... I'm very aware of my triple/mixed defined hanging 35,
yearning for a 36. And my unconscious 22 yearning for a 12; both
channnels make a manifestor of me. Recently I met both gates in the
same person. Boy! On the other hand I tend to take my 47/64 very much
for granted; it's always been central in my awareness of myself, even
if it is unconscious. And my triple/mixed gate 5 is still rather a
puzzle; the chart says that it has much more weight than I'm yet able
to grasp, it's a bit of a mystery to me. There are other (unconscious)
gates that I'm much more aware of. Actually what you said of your own
personality sun may help me get closer to this: it's "in an open Sacral
Center and it doesn't shine by itself."

Your first posting was in the manifestor thread; so I wonder, how does
the cross feel to you, in the context of your triple-split manifestor
design? Without seeing your chart it's hard to tell, but it sounds as
if you have more pure unconscious in your design than I do. For sure,
you have more splits and more defined channels. My sense is, of a chart
which looks more complex than my own; or rather, my complexity is in
multiple and mixed definitions of fewer gates.

Oh, not forgetting a small matter; that the world of a 6/2 and a 5/1
are.... different!

Would you like to share your chart?

Best wishes
On the wings of design
/michael
walking angel }wa{

On 14 May 2005, at 12:30, Michel Schneider wrote:

> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>
>
> Hi Cathy,
>
> thanks for your reply.
> Concerning my ICX it is 6/2 Separation 2 with the conscious Sun in
> Hexagram 5.
> So my P. Sun is in an open Sacral Center and it doesn't shine by itself
> whereas the P. Earth in Hexagram 35 is a hanging gate ( if I have
> understood
> correctely the meaning of "hanging gate" ) in the defined Throat.
> Design Sun/Earth (47 / 22) they are both part of defined channels.
>
> Yours,
> Michel

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Click HERE for my Chart.


michel
Posts: 5
Joined: 2004-01-24
[HumanDesignPro] cross of separation - in projector and manifest

Hi wa,

yes, I will share my chart with you.
There is a certain amount of shyness I have to deal with, coming from the
second profile line and also from the second lines in my design which are
the majority but anyway, I 've slept over it and it seems to me that it is
ok.

My chart is also online :
http://humandesignonline.com/chart/Michael_Scheider_M.gif

We are born under the same cross, and also the
same day but in an other year.
What I've learned until now (a little bit more than three years since I
received my first reading) ,
is that the Incarnation Cross, at the beginning,
is not somewhat on which there is some "work to do".
The focus is not on the cross.
The only thing we can do is to begin with the experiment, or I could also
say : to watch if there is something inside us which
makes us begin the experimentation, and obviously, the only way to begin
is with our type, our strategy and our inner authority.
The living out of the cross is somewhat what comes after (maybe) as
consequence of
the application of our strategy and inner authority but there is nothing
else
we can do.

Concerning our conscious Sun in gate 5 in the open Sacral Center : this is a
sleeping gate,
which means that without interconnection with other energies coming from
outside, nothing happens.
Like I wrote in the other post, in this case the Sun doesn't shine by
itself, and for make it
shine there must be someone or a transit which gives us the 15 gate of
Modesty.
At that moment the gate of Waiting becomes consistent by forming a
definition ( in your
case even more consistent, because of
the two South Nodes in this gate) but this always will be conditioned from
what kind of energy we will absorb in the 15.
So for us it is important
who gives us the 15, but this is on the one side, because on the other side
that
doesn't mean that we have to spend our lives in yearning for the 15, nor in
yearning for all the other halves of channel we don't have in our chart.

Hope this helps,
all the best,
michel

----- Original Message -----
From: "walking angel"
To: "michel schneider"
Sent: Saturday, May 14, 2005 9:39 PM
Subject: [HumanDesignPro] cross of separation - in projector and
manifestorcharts

> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>
>
> hi michel/
>
> I also have the cross of separation in my design, and I would like to
> explore the cross with you, if you're willing? I'm just beginning to
> develop an understanding of the significance of my cross in my design. So
> I'm intrigued by the possibility of seeing the cross in the context of a
> different design than my own - particularly a person of a different type -
> and exploring what's similar and what differs. Would you like to do this?
>
> I really would like to *see* our two designs. My chart is online at:
> .
>
> In words: my cross is 5/35 22/47, 5/1 profile. I'm a single split splenic
> projector with sixth line definition in the 'Brainwave' channel 57/20 and
> lots of spleen and throat gates. Not a motor in sight. I'm very interested
> to begin to understand how the same cross goes to work in, I quote: a
> "Triple Split 6/2 Emotional Manifestor... the only conscious channel is
> the 37/40, the other four are completely unconscious."
>
> My fifth-line personality sun (gate 5) is on an open sacral centre like
> yours, but 'trebled' with both first-line conscious and sixth-line
> unconscious definitions from my South Node. My fifth-line personality gate
> 35 is hanging on a defined throat, like yours; but again 'trebled' with
> both first-line conscious and sixth-line unconscious definitions from my
> North Node. Like you, my design 47 is in the defined, unconscious 47/64
> channel, but unlike you, my design 22 is first-line, on an open emotional
> centre.
>
> How to begin?... I'm very aware of my triple/mixed defined hanging 35,
> yearning for a 36. And my unconscious 22 yearning for a 12; both channnels
> make a manifestor of me. Recently I met both gates in the same person.
> Boy! On the other hand I tend to take my 47/64 very much for granted; it's
> always been central in my awareness of myself, even if it is unconscious.
> And my triple/mixed gate 5 is still rather a puzzle; the chart says that
> it has much more weight than I'm yet able to grasp, it's a bit of a
> mystery to me. There are other (unconscious) gates that I'm much more
> aware of. Actually what you said of your own personality sun may help me
> get closer to this: it's "in an open Sacral Center and it doesn't shine by
> itself."
>
> Your first posting was in the manifestor thread; so I wonder, how does the
> cross feel to you, in the context of your triple-split manifestor design?
> Without seeing your chart it's hard to tell, but it sounds as if you have
> more pure unconscious in your design than I do. For sure, you have more
> splits and more defined channels. My sense is, of a chart which looks more
> complex than my own; or rather, my complexity is in multiple and mixed
> definitions of fewer gates.
>
> Oh, not forgetting a small matter; that the world of a 6/2 and a 5/1
> are.... different!
>
> Would you like to share your chart?
>
> Best wishes
> On the wings of design
> /michael
> walking angel }wa{
>
> On 14 May 2005, at 12:30, Michel Schneider wrote:
>
>> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>>
>>
>> Hi Cathy,
>>
>> thanks for your reply.
>> Concerning my ICX it is 6/2 Separation 2 with the conscious Sun in
>> Hexagram 5.
>> So my P. Sun is in an open Sacral Center and it doesn't shine by itself
>> whereas the P. Earth in Hexagram 35 is a hanging gate ( if I have
>> understood
>> correctely the meaning of "hanging gate" ) in the defined Throat.
>> Design Sun/Earth (47 / 22) they are both part of defined channels.
>>
>> Yours,
>> Michel
>
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deborah
Posts: 8
Joined: 2004-04-10
[HumanDesignPro] cross of separation - in projector and manifest

Hi separating, non sacral, fifth-gated beings:

It is such a delight to see your designs naturally expressing
themselves through your conversation,. Projectors knowing themselves
through the other in the natural Projector fashion. The sensitive
recognition of unspoken but demonstrated qualities (i.e. the shyness of
the second line). Impact being impacted. The beautiful mystery of
defined gates out of open centers. Myself disposing of the 5.5,
conscious, arising from a defined sacral, I respectfully offer a
sacral pebble into your open stream.

5th gate defined and Ritual: so beautiful! for a sacral being it can
be felt the sacred embodiment of the cells, the predictable and ritual
yet possibly very quiet and humble and unrecognized celebration of
physically vibrating with life. If the Projector attends the ritual
or the Manifestor sweeps through impacting it, the Generator, for
instance, *is* it; feeling the joy of the cells in stillness and
responding to its vibration in a predictable, patterned, rhythmic way
while that Projector guides and recognizes the event. I have always
felt you can hear or feel the sound of it in Jim Morrison's music
(personality sun 5.5 emo mg, cross separation ) almost vibrating off
his 29/46 sacral definition and up through his Prodigal throat; I like
to think that's part of what drew people to The Doors: dark moody
prodigal power also so spontaneously coded with still surrender to
life. For me, too, not yearning for (more right-sided in the chart)
but simply being the cellular hum of life. Yearning or not specified
elsewhere in the chart.

I would imagine that the Manifestor on this cross would necessarily
impact with the same quality, particularly within a response field,
which is what we of course arguably have here virtually whether
generators are contributing verbally or not. We can be tricky that
way. Also, all the gates swimming this gene pool anyway, generators
or no. So maybe you can consider yourself virtually defined: your light
is certainly getting around.

Deborah Bergman
6/2 e mg dedication

On May 16, 2005, at 0:12, Michel Schneider wrote:

> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>
>
> Hi wa,
>
> yes, I will share my chart with you.
> There is a certain amount of shyness I have to deal with, coming from
> the
> second profile line and also from the second lines in my design which
> are
> the majority but anyway, I 've slept over it and it seems to me that
> it is
> ok.
>
> My chart is also online :
> http://humandesignonline.com/chart/Michael_Scheider_M.gif
>
> We are born under the same cross, and also the
> same day but in an other year.
> What I've learned until now (a little bit more than three years since I
> received my first reading) ,
> is that the Incarnation Cross, at the beginning,
> is not somewhat on which there is some "work to do".
> The focus is not on the cross.
> The only thing we can do is to begin with the experiment, or I could
> also
> say : to watch if there is something inside us which
> makes us begin the experimentation, and obviously, the only way to
> begin
> is with our type, our strategy and our inner authority.
> The living out of the cross is somewhat what comes after (maybe) as
> consequence of
> the application of our strategy and inner authority but there is
> nothing
> else
> we can do.
>
> Concerning our conscious Sun in gate 5 in the open Sacral Center :
> this is a
> sleeping gate,
> which means that without interconnection with other energies coming
> from
> outside, nothing happens.
> Like I wrote in the other post, in this case the Sun doesn't shine by
> itself, and for make it
> shine there must be someone or a transit which gives us the 15 gate of
> Modesty.
> At that moment the gate of Waiting becomes consistent by forming a
> definition ( in your
> case even more consistent, because of
> the two South Nodes in this gate) but this always will be conditioned
> from
> what kind of energy we will absorb in the 15.
> So for us it is important
> who gives us the 15, but this is on the one side, because on the other
> side
> that
> doesn't mean that we have to spend our lives in yearning for the 15,
> nor in
> yearning for all the other halves of channel we don't have in our
> chart.
>
>
>
> Hope this helps,
> all the best,
> michel
>
>
>
>
>
> ----- Original Message ----- From: "walking angel"
>
> To: "michel schneider"
> Sent: Saturday, May 14, 2005 9:39 PM
> Subject: [HumanDesignPro] cross of separation - in projector and
> manifestorcharts
>
>
>> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>>
>>
>> hi michel/
>>
>> I also have the cross of separation in my design, and I would like to
>> explore the cross with you, if you're willing? I'm just beginning to
>> develop an understanding of the significance of my cross in my
>> design. So
>> I'm intrigued by the possibility of seeing the cross in the context
>> of a
>> different design than my own - particularly a person of a different
>> type -
>> and exploring what's similar and what differs. Would you like to do
>> this?
>>
>> I really would like to *see* our two designs. My chart is online at:
>> .
>>
>> In words: my cross is 5/35 22/47, 5/1 profile. I'm a single split
>> splenic
>> projector with sixth line definition in the 'Brainwave' channel 57/20
>> and
>> lots of spleen and throat gates. Not a motor in sight. I'm very
>> interested
>> to begin to understand how the same cross goes to work in, I quote: a
>> "Triple Split 6/2 Emotional Manifestor... the only conscious channel
>> is
>> the 37/40, the other four are completely unconscious."
>>
>> My fifth-line personality sun (gate 5) is on an open sacral centre
>> like
>> yours, but 'trebled' with both first-line conscious and sixth-line
>> unconscious definitions from my South Node. My fifth-line personality
>> gate
>> 35 is hanging on a defined throat, like yours; but again 'trebled'
>> with
>> both first-line conscious and sixth-line unconscious definitions from
>> my
>> North Node. Like you, my design 47 is in the defined, unconscious
>> 47/64
>> channel, but unlike you, my design 22 is first-line, on an open
>> emotional
>> centre.
>>
>> How to begin?... I'm very aware of my triple/mixed defined hanging 35,
>> yearning for a 36. And my unconscious 22 yearning for a 12; both
>> channnels
>> make a manifestor of me. Recently I met both gates in the same person.
>> Boy! On the other hand I tend to take my 47/64 very much for granted;
>> it's
>> always been central in my awareness of myself, even if it is
>> unconscious.
>> And my triple/mixed gate 5 is still rather a puzzle; the chart says
>> that
>> it has much more weight than I'm yet able to grasp, it's a bit of a
>> mystery to me. There are other (unconscious) gates that I'm much more
>> aware of. Actually what you said of your own personality sun may help
>> me
>> get closer to this: it's "in an open Sacral Center and it doesn't
>> shine by
>> itself."
>>
>> Your first posting was in the manifestor thread; so I wonder, how
>> does the
>> cross feel to you, in the context of your triple-split manifestor
>> design?
>> Without seeing your chart it's hard to tell, but it sounds as if you
>> have
>> more pure unconscious in your design than I do. For sure, you have
>> more
>> splits and more defined channels. My sense is, of a chart which looks
>> more
>> complex than my own; or rather, my complexity is in multiple and mixed
>> definitions of fewer gates.
>>
>> Oh, not forgetting a small matter; that the world of a 6/2 and a 5/1
>> are.... different!
>>
>> Would you like to share your chart?
>>
>> Best wishes
>> On the wings of design
>> /michael
>> walking angel }wa{
>>
>> On 14 May 2005, at 12:30, Michel Schneider wrote:
>>
>>> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>>>
>>>
>>> Hi Cathy,
>>>
>>> thanks for your reply.
>>> Concerning my ICX it is 6/2 Separation 2 with the conscious Sun in
>>> Hexagram 5.
>>> So my P. Sun is in an open Sacral Center and it doesn't shine by
>>> itself
>>> whereas the P. Earth in Hexagram 35 is a hanging gate ( if I have
>>> understood
>>> correctely the meaning of "hanging gate" ) in the defined Throat.
>>> Design Sun/Earth (47 / 22) they are both part of defined channels.
>>>
>>> Yours,
>>> Michel
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michel
Posts: 5
Joined: 2004-01-24
[HumanDesignPro] cross of separation - in projector andmanifesto

Hi Deborah,

for sure it is also a delight to read your comments.
What comes out for me in reading your message is the feeling that behind
what you write, there is a deep understanding of the HD.
Thank you.

Michel

----- Original Message -----
From: "Deborah Bergman"
To: "michel schneider"
Sent: Tuesday, May 17, 2005 2:41 AM
Subject: Re: [HumanDesignPro] cross of separation - in projector
andmanifestorcharts

> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>
>
>
> Hi separating, non sacral, fifth-gated beings:
>
> It is such a delight to see your designs naturally expressing themselves
> through your conversation,. Projectors knowing themselves through the
> other in the natural Projector fashion. The sensitive recognition of
> unspoken but demonstrated qualities (i.e. the shyness of the second
> line). Impact being impacted. The beautiful mystery of defined gates
> out of open centers. Myself disposing of the 5.5, conscious, arising
> from a defined sacral, I respectfully offer a sacral pebble into your
> open stream.
>
> 5th gate defined and Ritual: so beautiful! for a sacral being it can
> be felt the sacred embodiment of the cells, the predictable and ritual
> yet possibly very quiet and humble and unrecognized celebration of
> physically vibrating with life. If the Projector attends the ritual or
> the Manifestor sweeps through impacting it, the Generator, for instance,
> *is* it; feeling the joy of the cells in stillness and responding to its
> vibration in a predictable, patterned, rhythmic way while that Projector
> guides and recognizes the event. I have always felt you can hear or
> feel the sound of it in Jim Morrison's music (personality sun 5.5 emo
> mg, cross separation ) almost vibrating off his 29/46 sacral definition
> and up through his Prodigal throat; I like to think that's part of what
> drew people to The Doors: dark moody prodigal power also so spontaneously
> coded with still surrender to life. For me, too, not yearning for (more
> right-sided in the chart) but simply being the cellular hum of life.
> Yearning or not specified elsewhere in the chart.
>
> I would imagine that the Manifestor on this cross would necessarily
> impact with the same quality, particularly within a response field, which
> is what we of course arguably have here virtually whether generators are
> contributing verbally or not. We can be tricky that way. Also, all the
> gates swimming this gene pool anyway, generators or no. So maybe you can
> consider yourself virtually defined: your light is certainly getting
> around.
>
> Deborah Bergman
> 6/2 e mg dedication
>
> On May 16, 2005, at 0:12, Michel Schneider wrote:
>
>> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>>
>>
>> Hi wa,
>>
>> yes, I will share my chart with you.
>> There is a certain amount of shyness I have to deal with, coming from
>> the
>> second profile line and also from the second lines in my design which
>> are
>> the majority but anyway, I 've slept over it and it seems to me that it
>> is
>> ok.
>>
>> My chart is also online :
>> http://humandesignonline.com/chart/Michael_Scheider_M.gif
>>
>> We are born under the same cross, and also the
>> same day but in an other year.
>> What I've learned until now (a little bit more than three years since I
>> received my first reading) ,
>> is that the Incarnation Cross, at the beginning,
>> is not somewhat on which there is some "work to do".
>> The focus is not on the cross.
>> The only thing we can do is to begin with the experiment, or I could
>> also
>> say : to watch if there is something inside us which
>> makes us begin the experimentation, and obviously, the only way to
>> begin
>> is with our type, our strategy and our inner authority.
>> The living out of the cross is somewhat what comes after (maybe) as
>> consequence of
>> the application of our strategy and inner authority but there is nothing
>> else
>> we can do.
>>
>> Concerning our conscious Sun in gate 5 in the open Sacral Center : this
>> is a
>> sleeping gate,
>> which means that without interconnection with other energies coming from
>> outside, nothing happens.
>> Like I wrote in the other post, in this case the Sun doesn't shine by
>> itself, and for make it
>> shine there must be someone or a transit which gives us the 15 gate of
>> Modesty.
>> At that moment the gate of Waiting becomes consistent by forming a
>> definition ( in your
>> case even more consistent, because of
>> the two South Nodes in this gate) but this always will be conditioned
>> from
>> what kind of energy we will absorb in the 15.
>> So for us it is important
>> who gives us the 15, but this is on the one side, because on the other
>> side
>> that
>> doesn't mean that we have to spend our lives in yearning for the 15, nor
>> in
>> yearning for all the other halves of channel we don't have in our chart.
>>
>>
>>
>> Hope this helps,
>> all the best,
>> michel
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>> ----- Original Message ----- From: "walking angel"
>>
>> To: "michel schneider"
>> Sent: Saturday, May 14, 2005 9:39 PM
>> Subject: [HumanDesignPro] cross of separation - in projector and
>> manifestorcharts
>>
>>
>>> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>>>
>>>
>>> hi michel/
>>>
>>> I also have the cross of separation in my design, and I would like to
>>> explore the cross with you, if you're willing? I'm just beginning to
>>> develop an understanding of the significance of my cross in my design.
>>> So
>>> I'm intrigued by the possibility of seeing the cross in the context of
>>> a
>>> different design than my own - particularly a person of a different
>>> type -
>>> and exploring what's similar and what differs. Would you like to do
>>> this?
>>>
>>> I really would like to *see* our two designs. My chart is online at:
>>> .
>>>
>>> In words: my cross is 5/35 22/47, 5/1 profile. I'm a single split
>>> splenic
>>> projector with sixth line definition in the 'Brainwave' channel 57/20
>>> and
>>> lots of spleen and throat gates. Not a motor in sight. I'm very
>>> interested
>>> to begin to understand how the same cross goes to work in, I quote: a
>>> "Triple Split 6/2 Emotional Manifestor... the only conscious channel is
>>> the 37/40, the other four are completely unconscious."
>>>
>>> My fifth-line personality sun (gate 5) is on an open sacral centre like
>>> yours, but 'trebled' with both first-line conscious and sixth-line
>>> unconscious definitions from my South Node. My fifth-line personality
>>> gate
>>> 35 is hanging on a defined throat, like yours; but again 'trebled' with
>>> both first-line conscious and sixth-line unconscious definitions from
>>> my
>>> North Node. Like you, my design 47 is in the defined, unconscious 47/64
>>> channel, but unlike you, my design 22 is first-line, on an open
>>> emotional
>>> centre.
>>>
>>> How to begin?... I'm very aware of my triple/mixed defined hanging 35,
>>> yearning for a 36. And my unconscious 22 yearning for a 12; both
>>> channnels
>>> make a manifestor of me. Recently I met both gates in the same person.
>>> Boy! On the other hand I tend to take my 47/64 very much for granted;
>>> it's
>>> always been central in my awareness of myself, even if it is
>>> unconscious.
>>> And my triple/mixed gate 5 is still rather a puzzle; the chart says
>>> that
>>> it has much more weight than I'm yet able to grasp, it's a bit of a
>>> mystery to me. There are other (unconscious) gates that I'm much more
>>> aware of. Actually what you said of your own personality sun may help
>>> me
>>> get closer to this: it's "in an open Sacral Center and it doesn't shine
>>> by
>>> itself."
>>>
>>> Your first posting was in the manifestor thread; so I wonder, how does
>>> the
>>> cross feel to you, in the context of your triple-split manifestor
>>> design?
>>> Without seeing your chart it's hard to tell, but it sounds as if you
>>> have
>>> more pure unconscious in your design than I do. For sure, you have more
>>> splits and more defined channels. My sense is, of a chart which looks
>>> more
>>> complex than my own; or rather, my complexity is in multiple and mixed
>>> definitions of fewer gates.
>>>
>>> Oh, not forgetting a small matter; that the world of a 6/2 and a 5/1
>>> are.... different!
>>>
>>> Would you like to share your chart?
>>>
>>> Best wishes
>>> On the wings of design
>>> /michael
>>> walking angel }wa{
>>>
>>> On 14 May 2005, at 12:30, Michel Schneider wrote:
>>>
>>>> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>>>>
>>>>
>>>> Hi Cathy,
>>>>
>>>> thanks for your reply.
>>>> Concerning my ICX it is 6/2 Separation 2 with the conscious Sun in
>>>> Hexagram 5.
>>>> So my P. Sun is in an open Sacral Center and it doesn't shine by
>>>> itself
>>>> whereas the P. Earth in Hexagram 35 is a hanging gate ( if I have
>>>> understood
>>>> correctely the meaning of "hanging gate" ) in the defined Throat.
>>>> Design Sun/Earth (47 / 22) they are both part of defined channels.
>>>>
>>>> Yours,
>>>> Michel
>>>
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walking angel
Posts: 170
Joined: 2005-03-24
[HumanDesignPro] gate 5

Greetings deborah/

Thank you for the ripple, ripple, ripple of your sacral pebble,
respectfully proferred and graciously received. I'm so glad that
'ritual' resonates. Your evocation of cells, vibrating with life,
humming, enriches my feeling for my 5 (which vibrates in lines 1, 5 and
6). I *like* my 5! This is perhaps as well, since it's my cross and
triple-defined ;-) It's great, also, to have your gloss on the Types
and their differing participation in the ritual. Thanks for this.

Learning that Jim Morrison has the same cross as me (and Michel) gives
me pause for thought (feeling, I mean). Twenty-five years ago I wrote a
book whose first chapter opened with: "People are strange when you're a
stranger, faces seem ugly when you're alone. Women seem wicked when
you're unwanted, streets are uneven when you're down. When you're
strange, faces come out of the rain, when you're strange..." I haven't
thought about my relationship with that lyric and that mood for a long
time, maybe it's time to revisit? At the time I used the quote it was
about depression, alienation and the sullen resentment of a middle
management cog in Capitalist wheel, feeling damaged and dangerous and
wanting to manifest. The Doors were a perfect sound track. Probably,
now, it's about being a projector, waiting without having learned to
wait. Jim didn't learn the waiting stuff, did he?

Regarding the Prodigal, and Jim Morrison's brooding vocals... Having
half a Prodigal myself (the throat end; it's the part of me that wrote
the book) I can't quite resonate with that; gate 33 doesn't feel dark
to me. For me the quality of Jim Morrison's voice is more like... if
there was a movie of the graphic-novel character Swamp Thing (half man,
half mangrove tree), Jim Morrison's vocals would be the sound track.
Cellular, green, primordial, throbbing and monstrously rooting and
branching, down and dirty and insubordinate, echoing and rumbling in
the lowest steamiest muddiest most-primaeval register of the fifth
gate.

Well maybe not :-) Just playing! Let me know if I'm offending your
sense of the beauty of the Gate of Rhythm. On the other hand, Richard
Rudd's highlighting of the Shadows of the hexagrams shouldn't be
neglected? Sloth, he says about gate 5; and impatience. Not nice,
especially sloth.

Once more, thanks Deborah
Love
/michael
}walking.angel{

On 17 May 2005, at 01:41, Deborah Bergman wrote:

> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>
> Hi separating, non sacral, fifth-gated beings:
>
> It is such a delight to see your designs naturally expressing
> themselves through your conversation,. Projectors knowing themselves
> through the other in the natural Projector fashion. The sensitive
> recognition of unspoken but demonstrated qualities (i.e. the shyness
> of the second line). Impact being impacted. The beautiful mystery of
> defined gates out of open centers. Myself disposing of the 5.5,
> conscious, arising from a defined sacral, I respectfully offer a
> sacral pebble into your open stream.
>
> 5th gate defined and Ritual: so beautiful! for a sacral being it
> can be felt the sacred embodiment of the cells, the predictable and
> ritual yet possibly very quiet and humble and unrecognized celebration
> of physically vibrating with life. If the Projector attends the
> ritual or the Manifestor sweeps through impacting it, the Generator,
> for instance, *is* it; feeling the joy of the cells in stillness and
> responding to its vibration in a predictable, patterned, rhythmic way
> while that Projector guides and recognizes the event. I have always
> felt you can hear or feel the sound of it in Jim Morrison's music
> (personality sun 5.5 emo mg, cross separation ) almost vibrating off
> his 29/46 sacral definition and up through his Prodigal throat; I like
> to think that's part of what drew people to The Doors: dark moody
> prodigal power also so spontaneously coded with still surrender to
> life. For me, too, not yearning for (more right-sided in the chart)
> but simply being the cellular hum of life. Yearning or not specified
> elsewhere in the chart.
>
> I would imagine that the Manifestor on this cross would necessarily
> impact with the same quality, particularly within a response field,
> which is what we of course arguably have here virtually whether
> generators are contributing verbally or not. We can be tricky that
> way. Also, all the gates swimming this gene pool anyway, generators
> or no. So maybe you can consider yourself virtually defined: your
> light is certainly getting around.
>
> Deborah Bergman
> 6/2 e mg dedication

--

5/1 splenic projector, left angle cross of separation.
Click HERE for my Chart.


pamiamm
Posts: 9
Joined: 2005-01-06
RE: [HumanDesignPro] gate 5

Michael (and everyone on this group),
Thanks for sharing so openly! My 2 year old son is a Reflector with the 5th
gate in his design 4 times!! And, it's in his cross, the Rt. Angle Cross of
Consciousness (64/63, 35/5). I know it is significant that its in his cross
and so many times in his design. I have just thought of it up until now as
a need for structure, routine. So, I much appreciate the additional
insight.

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-----Original Message-----
From: walking angel [mailto:walking.angel@mac.com]
Sent: Monday, May 16, 2005 11:06 AM
To: pam@aiminghigher.com
Subject: [HumanDesignPro] gate 5

(Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)

Greetings deborah/

Thank you for the ripple, ripple, ripple of your sacral pebble,
respectfully proferred and graciously received. I'm so glad that
'ritual' resonates. Your evocation of cells, vibrating with life,
humming, enriches my feeling for my 5 (which vibrates in lines 1, 5 and
6). I *like* my 5! This is perhaps as well, since it's my cross and
triple-defined ;-) It's great, also, to have your gloss on the Types
and their differing participation in the ritual. Thanks for this.

Learning that Jim Morrison has the same cross as me (and Michel) gives
me pause for thought (feeling, I mean). Twenty-five years ago I wrote a
book whose first chapter opened with: "People are strange when you're a
stranger, faces seem ugly when you're alone. Women seem wicked when
you're unwanted, streets are uneven when you're down. When you're
strange, faces come out of the rain, when you're strange..." I haven't
thought about my relationship with that lyric and that mood for a long
time, maybe it's time to revisit? At the time I used the quote it was
about depression, alienation and the sullen resentment of a middle
management cog in Capitalist wheel, feeling damaged and dangerous and
wanting to manifest. The Doors were a perfect sound track. Probably,
now, it's about being a projector, waiting without having learned to
wait. Jim didn't learn the waiting stuff, did he?

Regarding the Prodigal, and Jim Morrison's brooding vocals... Having
half a Prodigal myself (the throat end; it's the part of me that wrote
the book) I can't quite resonate with that; gate 33 doesn't feel dark
to me. For me the quality of Jim Morrison's voice is more like... if
there was a movie of the graphic-novel character Swamp Thing (half man,
half mangrove tree), Jim Morrison's vocals would be the sound track.
Cellular, green, primordial, throbbing and monstrously rooting and
branching, down and dirty and insubordinate, echoing and rumbling in
the lowest steamiest muddiest most-primaeval register of the fifth
gate.

Well maybe not :-) Just playing! Let me know if I'm offending your
sense of the beauty of the Gate of Rhythm. On the other hand, Richard
Rudd's highlighting of the Shadows of the hexagrams shouldn't be
neglected? Sloth, he says about gate 5; and impatience. Not nice,
especially sloth.

Once more, thanks Deborah
Love
/michael
}walking.angel{

On 17 May 2005, at 01:41, Deborah Bergman wrote:

> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>
> Hi separating, non sacral, fifth-gated beings:
>
> It is such a delight to see your designs naturally expressing
> themselves through your conversation,. Projectors knowing themselves
> through the other in the natural Projector fashion. The sensitive
> recognition of unspoken but demonstrated qualities (i.e. the shyness
> of the second line). Impact being impacted. The beautiful mystery of
> defined gates out of open centers. Myself disposing of the 5.5,
> conscious, arising from a defined sacral, I respectfully offer a
> sacral pebble into your open stream.
>
> 5th gate defined and Ritual: so beautiful! for a sacral being it
> can be felt the sacred embodiment of the cells, the predictable and
> ritual yet possibly very quiet and humble and unrecognized celebration
> of physically vibrating with life. If the Projector attends the
> ritual or the Manifestor sweeps through impacting it, the Generator,
> for instance, *is* it; feeling the joy of the cells in stillness and
> responding to its vibration in a predictable, patterned, rhythmic way
> while that Projector guides and recognizes the event. I have always
> felt you can hear or feel the sound of it in Jim Morrison's music
> (personality sun 5.5 emo mg, cross separation ) almost vibrating off
> his 29/46 sacral definition and up through his Prodigal throat; I like
> to think that's part of what drew people to The Doors: dark moody
> prodigal power also so spontaneously coded with still surrender to
> life. For me, too, not yearning for (more right-sided in the chart)
> but simply being the cellular hum of life. Yearning or not specified
> elsewhere in the chart.
>
> I would imagine that the Manifestor on this cross would necessarily
> impact with the same quality, particularly within a response field,
> which is what we of course arguably have here virtually whether
> generators are contributing verbally or not. We can be tricky that
> way. Also, all the gates swimming this gene pool anyway, generators
> or no. So maybe you can consider yourself virtually defined: your
> light is certainly getting around.
>
> Deborah Bergman
> 6/2 e mg dedication

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walking angel
Posts: 170
Joined: 2005-03-24
[HumanDesignPro] cross of separation - in projector and manifest

hi michel/

Many thanks. I hadn't properly appreciated what I was asking of you as
a hermit. So special thanks for feeling your way to sharing your chart.

Yes, it really helps me to see our two charts side by side. The crosses
vanish into the background, and what stands out is the quite different
gestalt of a manifestor and projector chart. Motors, no motors, throat
connection. Splenic authority, emotional authority. This serves to
underline what you wrote - and others are stressing to me too: "the
only way to begin is with our type, our strategy and our inner
authority". For myself I'm feeling very challenged by learning to wait;
but it's in my projector strategy and it's in my cross (gate 5 line 5)
so... yes, this is where the learning lies.

Thanks also for your discussion of the gate 5. In myself I find that
this gate isn't 'yearning' or fidgetting (it's the sexy, potential
manifesting channels where this happens). I have a very clear and
stable sense of pattern, and myself as a patterner. Maybe this is
partly the multiple definitions in my 5? I sense that this comes also
from the 18, 48 and 47, 'pattern' gates which are all on defined
centres. But I'm beginning to see that there is a particular sense of
patterning - something like Ritual rather than habit (this echoes the I
Ching perspective on the 5th hexagram: Attending at the Sacrifice) -
which by definition, perhaps, only is available in association with
others. I sense that this is the mode of my gate 5 which waits for the
right 15. And - with an undefined Self - I guess that the right person
will only be found in the right place (which will be the place where
the ritual is called for). Do you, by any chance, have a similar
'ritual' feeling about your sixth-line gate 5?

Once again, thank you for sharing. And thanks for highlighting 'the
right #15'.
My best
/michael

On 16 May 2005, at 08:12, Michel Schneider wrote:

> (Replying to this email will send your message to everyone)
>
> Hi wa,
>
> yes, I will share my chart with you.
> There is a certain amount of shyness I have to deal with, coming from
> the
> second profile line and also from the second lines in my design which
> are
> the majority but anyway, I 've slept over it and it seems to me that
> it is
> ok.
>
> My chart is also online :
> http://humandesignonline.com/chart/Michael_Scheider_M.gif
>
> We are born under the same cross, and also the
> same day but in an other year.
> What I've learned until now (a little bit more than three years since I
> received my first reading) ,
> is that the Incarnation Cross, at the beginning,
> is not somewhat on which there is some "work to do".
> The focus is not on the cross.
> The only thing we can do is to begin with the experiment, or I could
> also
> say : to watch if there is something inside us which
> makes us begin the experimentation, and obviously, the only way to
> begin
> is with our type, our strategy and our inner authority.
> The living out of the cross is somewhat what comes after (maybe) as
> consequence of
> the application of our strategy and inner authority but there is
> nothing
> else
> we can do.
>
> Concerning our conscious Sun in gate 5 in the open Sacral Center :
> this is a
> sleeping gate,
> which means that without interconnection with other energies coming
> from
> outside, nothing happens.
> Like I wrote in the other post, in this case the Sun doesn't shine by
> itself, and for make it
> shine there must be someone or a transit which gives us the 15 gate of
> Modesty.
> At that moment the gate of Waiting becomes consistent by forming a
> definition ( in your
> case even more consistent, because of
> the two South Nodes in this gate) but this always will be conditioned
> from
> what kind of energy we will absorb in the 15.
> So for us it is important
> who gives us the 15, but this is on the one side, because on the other
> side
> that
> doesn't mean that we have to spend our lives in yearning for the 15,
> nor in
> yearning for all the other halves of channel we don't have in our
> chart.
>
>
> Hope this helps,
> all the best,
> michel

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5/1 splenic projector, left angle cross of separation.
Click HERE for my Chart.


michel
Posts: 5
Joined: 2004-01-24
[HumanDesignPro] cross of separation - in projector andmanifesto

Hi michael,

il n'y a pas de quoi (in English it might be somewhat like: nothing to
thank).
Or, from another perspective, I could say that it's me who thanks you for
have remembered me that I am a hermit.
While writing my previous message, out of my not-clarity in the now, I was
aware of the shyness of the second line, but not of the fact that the second
line also wants to be left alone and also that in this phase I am on the
roof.

Concerning our conscious Sun in the 5th gate, and the "ritual feeling"
rather than habit, I would say that for me it works more in the direction of
the habit.
When I was twenty and someone would have told me that I have to follow fixed
patterns and habits, I would have answered that they're speaking to the
wrong person, it's not me.
Now I see that yes, it's ok to go every morning to drink coffee
almost always in the same place and reading always the same newspaper [ok,
now there is a part of me saying that this shows that I've become
an old man :-) ] .

About the learning to wait which is challenging you ...... for me it's the
same.
Also if I am a Manifestor I have to wait the emotional clarity, then I have
to inform, and then I can act.
But what an impact the 5th gate of Waiting, sleeping in an undefined Sacral
center can have or not in the application of my strategy, for now this not
clear to me.

Yours,
michel

----- Original Message -----
From: "walking angel"
To: "michel schneider"
Sent: Monday, May 16, 2005 11:19 AM
Subject: Re: [HumanDesignPro] cross of separation - in projector
andmanifestorcharts

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> hi michel/
>
> Many thanks. I hadn't properly appreciated what I was asking of you as a
> hermit. So special thanks for feeling your way to sharing your chart.
>
> Yes, it really helps me to see our two charts side by side. The crosses
> vanish into the background, and what stands out is the quite different
> gestalt of a manifestor and projector chart. Motors, no motors, throat
> connection. Splenic authority, emotional authority. This serves to
> underline what you wrote - and others are stressing to me too: "the only
> way to begin is with our type, our strategy and our inner authority". For
> myself I'm feeling very challenged by learning to wait; but it's in my
> projector strategy and it's in my cross (gate 5 line 5) so... yes, this is
> where the learning lies.
>
> Thanks also for your discussion of the gate 5. In myself I find that this
> gate isn't 'yearning' or fidgetting (it's the sexy, potential manifesting
> channels where this happens). I have a very clear and stable sense of
> pattern, and myself as a patterner. Maybe this is partly the multiple
> definitions in my 5? I sense that this comes also from the 18, 48 and 47,
> 'pattern' gates which are all on defined centres. But I'm beginning to see
> that there is a particular sense of patterning - something like Ritual
> rather than habit (this echoes the I Ching perspective on the 5th
> hexagram: Attending at the Sacrifice) - which by definition, perhaps, only
> is available in association with others. I sense that this is the mode of
> my gate 5 which waits for the right 15. And - with an undefined Self - I
> guess that the right person will only be found in the right place (which
> will be the place where the ritual is called for). Do you, by any chance,
> have a similar 'ritual' feeling about your sixth-line gate 5?
>
> Once again, thank you for sharing. And thanks for highlighting 'the right
> #15'.
> My best
> /michael
>
> On 16 May 2005, at 08:12, Michel Schneider wrote:
>
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>> Hi wa,
>>
>> yes, I will share my chart with you.
>> There is a certain amount of shyness I have to deal with, coming from the
>> second profile line and also from the second lines in my design which are
>> the majority but anyway, I 've slept over it and it seems to me that it
>> is
>> ok.
>>
>> My chart is also online :
>> http://humandesignonline.com/chart/Michael_Scheider_M.gif
>>
>> We are born under the same cross, and also the
>> same day but in an other year.
>> What I've learned until now (a little bit more than three years since I
>> received my first reading) ,
>> is that the Incarnation Cross, at the beginning,
>> is not somewhat on which there is some "work to do".
>> The focus is not on the cross.
>> The only thing we can do is to begin with the experiment, or I could also
>> say : to watch if there is something inside us which
>> makes us begin the experimentation, and obviously, the only way to begin
>> is with our type, our strategy and our inner authority.
>> The living out of the cross is somewhat what comes after (maybe) as
>> consequence of
>> the application of our strategy and inner authority but there is nothing
>> else
>> we can do.
>>
>> Concerning our conscious Sun in gate 5 in the open Sacral Center : this
>> is a
>> sleeping gate,
>> which means that without interconnection with other energies coming from
>> outside, nothing happens.
>> Like I wrote in the other post, in this case the Sun doesn't shine by
>> itself, and for make it
>> shine there must be someone or a transit which gives us the 15 gate of
>> Modesty.
>> At that moment the gate of Waiting becomes consistent by forming a
>> definition ( in your
>> case even more consistent, because of
>> the two South Nodes in this gate) but this always will be conditioned
>> from
>> what kind of energy we will absorb in the 15.
>> So for us it is important
>> who gives us the 15, but this is on the one side, because on the other
>> side
>> that
>> doesn't mean that we have to spend our lives in yearning for the 15, nor
>> in
>> yearning for all the other halves of channel we don't have in our chart.
>>
>>
>> Hope this helps,
>> all the best,
>> michel
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Eva
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Joined: 2004-02-08
[HumanDesignPro] Unconscious definition

Hallo

I have two unconscious channels, 10-34 und 5-15, and all the energy flows
into conscious gate 25/4, something I identify myself with completely. By
getting older I felt this generator-split, I realized that there is a force
within me which guides me, knowing my type did not come as a bis surprise to
me. I have one mixed channel, conscious gate 17 and unconscious 62 - and
until now I am always afraid of not having all the necessary details, most
probably connected to the fear of unconscious 32/1 and it makes me study
everything very deeply - but I accept this more as a potential than a
handicap nowadays. Then I have the completely conscious channel 12-22. Cross
of consciousness first quarter with profile 3/6 and sun 63 and earth 64 both
conscious not connected which truly stressed me terribly. Of course I tried
all kinds of ways to get answers for my many questions and realised from
early age that they were a nuisance to my environment. I felt frustrated and
bitter that nobody would take my questions seriously and it took me a very
long time to discover that people could not answer them. Now I am feeling
very comfortbale with it because I know from experience that there are
always occasions when they get answered (at least many of them)when I wait
long enough - either by something I hear or experience or read. The
discovery of Human Design changed a lot in my life and is the most precious
gift I was given from the Gods and Ra as their messenger. It helped me to
come out of my frog perspective and view life more from an eagle
perspective.

So far I have never heard anybody mentioning the impact of the conditioning
of Human Design. It belongs to my process that I it made me also suffer in a
way which may astonish you. Looking at my chart one might expect that I
would have problems accepting me being a generator but that was not the
case. The real difficulty was the emotional manifestor part. Obviously it
was something I had to come to terms with, there was something to heal
within me and naturally it does not happen in a pleasant way. It is
important for me to state that I do not blame anybody, it is part of my
process and a very important experience to grasp who I am and I would not
miss it. I started to feel guilty that I should behave like an emtotional
manifestor (and condition people with undefined solarplexus) and not accept
my being a generator. It paralized me, made me shut up altoghether and feel
very unsure of myself. My parents used to tell me to shut up all the time,
my ex-husband (a very fixed, secretive 4/1 projector) was always afraid of
what I was going to say next, because I could very openly discuss anything
without any taboo, even with strangers. And now again I was told not be
spontanous and I felt shattered and not accepted!

Now I am not really all that emotional, only having gate 22. But I can flare
up within a split of a second if I feel that something is not fair and just,
I think that happens in connection with gate 50,18 and maybe 10. I do feel
somehow responsible for the society as a whole, especially for helpless
people, I hate manipulation and can be real sad if people do not behave in
the spirit I feel is right. Not to speak up is being coward for me - but
that has to do with my story of living in a military dictated country. I
have seen this dictatorship develop in front of my eyes and it would not
have been possible if people had spoken up. Very few of them did and were
taken to prison, some tortured to death because they did not give the
information wanted and on top of that children were taken by lorries to view
hanging "traitors". This made a very deep impression on me and I think I
never really will be able to digest or understand that things like that can
happen.

Slowly I started to realize that this is a part of me, the emotional
manifester, has a very great potential. It is very mutative - though it
disturbs other people and I often I get a bad feedback - I do not care
anymore. It is who I am, the energy from my sacral center goes to gate 25
and somehow it connects with the already mentioned gate and channel and also
to gate 39, provocation who is looking for spirit. My profile helps of
course - I am used to chaos and I am ready to accept personal uncomfortable
situations if I think that it brings something to the whole, to wake up
somebody. I am more cautious and selective with 12/5 in the northern moon
node, but that only means that I am selective with what kind of people I am
together. I am helpless really, as Ra says, I have to live out my nature to
serve evolution, like everybody else, and that includes that I behave like
an emotional manifestor sometimes. Since I accepted this I came out of a
deep depression. Putting the lid on my emotions in gate 22 made me really
sick.

Is there anybody else who would like to share his experience in this
process?

Eva

----- Original Message -----
From: "Cathy Kinnaird"
To: "Eva Tajouri"
Sent: Friday, May 13, 2005 10:15 PM
Subject: RE: [HumanDesignPro] Unconscious definition

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> Hi Ron, Don & Michel,
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> Thanks for your discussions and observations. I would get an even deeper
> feel for your nature if I knew your Incarnation Cross. It would be
> interesting to see if your Sun/Earth conscious or unconscious were in
> defined or undefined centers. It might be powerful to know how it feels to
> be a reflector conscious and unconscious but with you Sun or Earth in a
> defined center and visa versa.
>
> In my chart, I am an emotional generator both in my Design chart and in my
> Personality chart. I have the channels 5/15, 10/57 and 39/55 at the
> personality level. I have the channels 46/29 and 37/40 on the design side.
> I
> haven't met many people with this emotional generator activation conscious
> and unconscious. I'd love to hear from others who might have this kind of
> configuration. Oh - my ICX is 4/6 Vessel of Love with the 10th Gate as my
> conscious Sun.
>
> I like this forum a lot. Thanks everyone.
>
> Cathy Kinnaird
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Ron
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Joined: 2003-11-25
RE: [HumanDesignPro] Unconscious definition

Hello Cathy,

Thanks for wading in here. My incarnation Cross is the RAX of Rulership 2


(45/26  22/47)  Only the 26 is in an undefined center. I hadn't
looked at

it this way before and have only recently become aware of the 70% related


to the Cross. I have so far given particularly my personality Sun the
short

end of the stick, because it was not part of a defined channel, but more
so

because of my discomfort with the implications of the 45 relative to how


I've been conditioned. I think I'm addressing what you're speaking of. If


you want to look farther:

June 8, 1946

3:21 AM

Portland, Or. USA


Blessings,

Ron


At 01:15 PM 5/13/2005, you wrote:

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Hi Ron, Don & Michel,


Thanks for your discussions and observations. I would get an even
deeper

feel for your nature if I knew your Incarnation Cross. It would be

interesting to see if your Sun/Earth conscious or unconscious were
in

defined or undefined centers. It might be powerful to know how it feels
to

be a reflector conscious and unconscious but with you Sun or Earth in
a

defined center and visa versa.


In my chart, I am an emotional generator both in my Design chart and in
my

Personality chart. I have the channels 5/15, 10/57 and 39/55 at the

personality level. I have the channels 46/29 and 37/40 on the design
side. I

haven't met many people with this emotional generator activation
conscious

and unconscious. I'd love to hear from others who might have this kind
of

configuration. Oh - my ICX is 4/6 Vessel of Love with the 10th Gate as
my

conscious Sun.


I like this forum a lot. Thanks everyone.


Cathy Kinnaird

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done
Posts: 23
Joined: 2004-05-26
**SPAM** [HumanDesignPro] Unconscious definition

Hello Ron,


Reading your question about unconscious definition: I too have no
conscious definition. Nor do i have any unconscious definition, so my
Design and Personality charts are those of 2 reflectors. Combined, which
is how they impact on the world, i have the 31/7 and the 44/26. My
previous experience of myself, before getting my Reading, was that I was
a very open, flexible person, subject to changes that came from nowhere
and then maybe disappeared again.


With the Reading I found that I was, in fact, intended to be a leader
able to get people to work together, and to be able to manipulate events,
sell things, ensure that the interests of my "community" were
met and so on. I felt immediately a revelation as to why I seemed to end
up in those kind of situations, even though I had previously thought it
really inappropriate. It all fitted so well with what I had begun to
experience about myself, but had been denying (to myself) that it was
really me. Other people had told me of these qualities, and I was
regularly being picked out for them (for good or bad reasons!), which I
had been very resistant to in my younger life. So quite a few years
before I had my Reading I had come to accept that I had ability in those
areas, but it still made no sense to me. Getting my Design was the
confirmation that now allows me to see that it works, though not
so much of how it works. Having these channels as half road, half
tunnel means that what comes out of me is still something of a surprise
at the time, but I can now accept it and relax into it.


I have found that it is helpful (if sometimes painful) to listen to how
other people describe me, especially when they aren't setting out to be
nice to me, and see how that squares with what my HD chart says. I have
found that has enabled me to drop my resistance to being something I
actually am, instead of persevering being something I am not. In your
Design there will be a lot of emotional activation which will appear to
pop up out of nowhere, along with your 3 in the unconscious part of your
profile which will find you unwittingly bumping into things; from what
you say you are already operating more correctly, and that is leading to
acceptance of how you are made and what are the right things for you to
go with in your life.


Don Elwick

At 08:45 12/05/2005 -0700, you wrote:

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Good Morning everyone,

I've been reading your contributions for a week or so and am very pleased
to have

the opportunity to share with all of you. The many different threads I
have (so far)

seen here are terrific. My design is: Single definition  1/3 
Emotional Manifestor

22/12, 35/36, 17/62.


What I want to bring into the room is this: I have no conscious
definition, it's all

unconscious or a combination of black/red. I have seen a number of others
with a

similar configuration, and I'm wondering if any others on this list who
have this kind of

design want to share their experience/understanding of this.


Knowing my design in this way brings clarification to me: I can allow my
unconscious

process to operate without having to understand exactly what's going on
and without being

thrown into chaos like in the past. And the biggest piece of it for me is
the deepening of

trust in myself. I see more and more how the unconscious is always
bringing valuable (to

me and others) insights and understanding out of the tunnel. I don't mean
to imply that I

have absolutely no difficulty with my unconscious process, only that I'm
learning to trust

and cooperate with it. It seems like (some of the time) even though I
can't see what's

in the tunnel, I can feel it moving in there. And as I recognize that
feeling of discomfort

(because I don't know what it is, and I don't completely trust my own
process) I am working

with opening to it and giving it time to open to me. Because of my Solar
Plexus authority,

I've learned (most of the time) to wait, to slow down and let it reveal
itself to me. This has

contributed greatly in stopping my tendency to blurt out not fully formed
thoughts with great

urgency and emotional force.


That's enough for now. Thanks for reading this, and I look forward
hearing from you.

Blessings,

Ron Ambes 

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rinne6
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Joined: 2005-01-06
[HumanDesignPro] Unconscious definition

Re: [HumanDesignPro] Unconscious definition

Much appreciation to you unconsciously defined folks, your observations helped me with some realizations about my chart. Here are my insights, for what they’re worth.



I’m a 5/1 E. MG, cons. Sun in Gate 11 of otherwise empty Ajna, LAX of Education.  Personality chart is a Reflector, Design a Projector with only the Prodigal defined.  I have spent my life pretty quietly, despite everyone’s high expectations.  I can’t bear being in the projection field (would love to hear more about this!), I tend to hide in corners and feel frustrated because I’m not educating people.  Now I am seeing activations besides the 5 profile that would make me shy — Gate 12, Gate 44.6 (Aloofness).  With five active gates on the Throat I am dying to manifest, and I have a talent for zeroing in on someone’s essence or fundamental whatever, and articulating it coherently, but I don’t have reliable access to this ability.  It only pops out in response to the right situation.



What I have realized from contemplating all this is that my salvation is not to have expectations and to learn to love WAITING!



Cheers,

Becky

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gennaro
Posts: 106
Joined: 2007-01-16
RE: [HumanDesignPro] Unconscious definition

Message

Hi
Rebecca,

I'm
not sure if this went to the whole list or just myself since it looks like it
was sent just to me. DO you know anyone else on the list who you could ask.

 
 

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-----Original Message-----
From: Rebecca McDowell
[mailto:rinnaea@lisco.com]
Sent: Monday, May 16, 2005 12:38
AM
To: gennaro@humandesignonline.com
Subject: Re:
[HumanDesignPro] Unconscious definition

Much appreciation to you unconsciously defined folks, your
observations helped me with some realizations about my chart. Here are my
insights, for what they’re worth.

I’m a 5/1 E. MG, cons. Sun in Gate 11
of otherwise empty Ajna, LAX of Education.  Personality chart is a
Reflector, Design a Projector with only the Prodigal defined.  I have spent
my life pretty quietly, despite everyone’s high expectations.  I can’t bear
being in the projection field (would love to hear more about this!), I tend to
hide in corners and feel frustrated because I’m not educating people.  Now
I am seeing activations besides the 5 profile that would make me shy — Gate 12,
Gate 44.6 (Aloofness).  With five active gates on the Throat I am dying to
manifest, and I have a talent for zeroing in on someone’s essence or fundamental
whatever, and articulating it coherently, but I don’t have reliable access to
this ability.  It only pops out in response to the right
situation.

What I have realized from contemplating all this is that my
salvation is not to have expectations and to learn to love
WAITING!

Cheers,
Becky


judy
Posts: 12
Joined: 2005-06-29
[HumanDesignPro] Unconscious definition

I am an ego manifestor and I, too, have no continuous
conscious or unconscious channels. I have 31red/7black
and 25 red/51 black. So when I seperate my conscious
and unconscious into charts of Design and Personality,
it looks like a reflector in both. I am aware of the
Authoritarian in me and have to watch myself and
remember to "ask" and "inform" especially remembering
to be aware of the people in my life that will be
affected by my decisions. It is really obvious to me
how I initiate all over the place. The places that are
unconscious, I trust will take care of themselves. It
is stimulating to get acquainted with others in Human
Design and to revisit my reading and see thing a
little deeper. Thanks everyone.

We have a reflector in the neighborhood and I have a
grandson that is a reflector. It is still new to me to
know how to view them.

--- Ron Ambes wrote:
> (Replying to this email will send your message to
> everyone)
>
>
> Good Morning everyone,
> I've been reading your contributions for a week or
> so and am very pleased
> to have
> the opportunity to share with all of you. The many
> different threads I have
> (so far)
> seen here are terrific. My design is: Single
> definition 1/3 Emotional
> Manifestor
> 22/12, 35/36, 17/62.
>
> What I want to bring into the room is this: I have
> no conscious definition,
> it's all
> unconscious or a combination of black/red. I have
> seen a number of others
> with a
> similar configuration, and I'm wondering if any
> others on this list who
> have this kind of
> design want to share their experience/understanding
> of this.
>
> Knowing my design in this way brings clarification
> to me: I can allow my
> unconscious
> process to operate without having to understand
> exactly what's going on and
> without being
> thrown into chaos like in the past. And the biggest
> piece of it for me is
> the deepening of
> trust in myself. I see more and more how the
> unconscious is always bringing
> valuable (to
> me and others) insights and understanding out of the
> tunnel. I don't mean
> to imply that I
> have absolutely no difficulty with my unconscious
> process, only that I'm
> learning to trust
> and cooperate with it. It seems like (some of the
> time) even though I can't
> see what's
> in the tunnel, I can feel it moving in there. And as
> I recognize that
> feeling of discomfort
> (because I don't know what it is, and I don't
> completely trust my own
> process) I am working
> with opening to it and giving it time to open to me.
> Because of my Solar
> Plexus authority,
> I've learned (most of the time) to wait, to slow
> down and let it reveal
> itself to me. This has
> contributed greatly in stopping my tendency to blurt
> out not fully formed
> thoughts with great
> urgency and emotional force.
>
> That's enough for now. Thanks for reading this, and
> I look forward hearing
> from you.
> Blessings,
> Ron Ambes
>
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