Hi Petra

I was holding back a bit because i don't feel that I know enough about HD
to make some good sense to you.
I've been writing you in my mind all morning, so I figured I may as well
send an email to the list.

To everyone: Kindly correct me if I'm misinterpreting stuff. Thank you!

First off, I must share with you Petra that you're the first Projector I've
known so far who seems to have a gotten a good healthy start with HD. I'm
so amazed because I feel your interest and that's a really really good
thing, especially since you say you haven't had a reading yet!

In the past four years I had plenty of experience with Projector
frineds/colleagues and my son is an emotional projector 6/2. A few years
ago I asked Ra in one of the classes how I should 'be' with my son and I'd
like to share what he told me then, mixed in with some insights I got from
watching my son. Ra's simple advice has made a huge difference in my son's
life (he's 13 years old now). I've been raising him by myself since he was
three, he's always been a terrific kid. I'm a 6/2 manifesting generator
and felt that I had no clue on how to treat him. I've got lots of stories
about him that always make me think of his design. It blows my mind, but I
digress!

1. Your life as a projector is NOT about you. Your job is to recognize
other people's energetic make up; for you it's about designing a system
for yourself by which you can 'read' and recognize other people's modus
operandi. In other words: PAY ATTENTION to others and steer clear of
initiating any life changing action, ESPECIALLY those actions (plans) which
are supposed to relieve pressure generated by the not-self strategy
questions of ALL the centers (defined or undefined).

2. You won't function well unless you're acknowledged fully!!! What do you
want to be acknowledged for?! THAT is a great question for you!!!

3. Rest before you go to sleep. (Horizontally!!!!)
(I introduced this four years ago with my son and he hasn't been sick
since, not even the flu or a common cold.)

4. Educate the people around you that you need to be asked (and invited to
participate), not TOLD what to do, where to go/sit etc. You're not
designed to work.
(Haha! That's the only thing my son likes about HD ... he tells me many
times that he's not designed to do work, especially when I forget and tell
him to take out the garbage)

5. Give your body ample physical activity so that you can burn off all that
crappy motor and emotional energy that you pick up from others all day long
.

There! I hope this helps.

And, one last thing: I had all my readings done by phone and online. That
has worked for me extremely well because I was able to pay attention to the
information and NOT to the analyst's energy. It would be really great if
you'd got a reading, too.

Love,
Heidi

-----Original Message-----
From: Petra Karsenbarg [mailto:petra.karsenbarg@swipnet.se]
Sent: Wednesday, December 28, 2005 5:26 PM
To: hdcommunity@thefoco.com
Subject: [HDCommunity] How do I know when the invitaiton is the right one?

--- HDCommunity Group ---
Hello!

Rather desperate I ask for your help. As the projector I am I try to wait
for the right invitation. How do I know when it is the right one?

Got a job offer six weeks ago and since then I am stuck... Everyone around
me says wow that

Hello Petra

I would highly recommend that you have a foundation reading with a HD
analyst in order to understand your process. It is all very well to get
bits and pieces of information. If HD interests you and you seem drawn to
it then why not take a step further and have a reading or analysis which
might help you at this stage in time.

Love

Inga

----- Original Message -----
From: "Petra Karsenbarg"
To:
Sent: Thursday, December 29, 2005 12:26 AM
Subject: [HDCommunity] How do I know when the invitaiton is the right one?

--- HDCommunity Group ---
Hello!

Rather desperate I ask for your help. As the projector I am I try to wait
for the right invitation. How do I know when it is the right one?

Got a job offer six weeks ago and since then I am stuck... Everyone around
me says wow that¹s a great opportunity and a very interesting project, my
rational mind says yes it will solve the financial worries and maybe lead to
something where I feel connected to others in a creative process, my body
gets the old aches from burnouts before and my thoughts are going around and
around.

He wants me to go on my planned winter trip to the sun and come back and
start working in March. My traveling plans got stuck behind this decision
and I am just frozen in my apartment with it. Really don¹t know if I shall
go for it or not. Time goes and time left over for the journey gets shorter
and shorter. Stress.. ;-( Steels my power and wets my napkins with a lot of
tears. Decisions under pressure are no my favorite ones.

I know I cannot solve this decision by thinking, and I really don¹t know
how.

With a 1/3 profile. Not trusting my own inner voice (if I hear it) and very
used to trials and errors...Really tired of going there all the time. My
body cannot take many more burnouts... When my body now make me remember old
aches I don¹t know if it's just worries or if it's real warning signals...

What to do...

I am a projector with only G-center and heart defined. 1/3, single
definition: 25/51. What more do want to know? My invitation comes from a
manifesting generator. Who wants me to inspirer him in the visions around
building up a retreat/eco village. A half time job during at least one year.
For the rest undefined as so far, no land bought yet.

Help 1: don¹t like to get stuck here in Stockholm for that long time again,
so bored of this place and climate. Help 2: am not able to work alone again,
this was my burnout many times as the single person in my own company many
years, stuck in the project without a engine... Help 3: I have the feeling
that architecture is past time for me. Just not clear yet exactly what to do
instead. *Guiding people, healing, inspiring, art, beauty, dance, movement
and circle work... Setting up a retreat place in a nice climate where the
sun shines and people worry les and smiles in the streets.* Big dreams...
How to start? Or just to wait for the invitation??? Which is the right one?

Also wonder if there is someone in Stockholm (Sweden) doing readings???
Would be glad to get a reading. Didn¹t have one yet. Found about about my
chart myself through internet, am interested to get some more specific
details about how I can live to get a nicer flow in life...

A long letter with big questions from a confused stuck Projector.

Petra

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hi petra, dear confused stuck projector/

I'm moved by your call for support and guidance, from high on the
hill in winter Stockholm. And I see that Joanne is on the case, which
is GOOD NEWS as Joanne is "Ms Projector-Voice" at Jovian Archive
Radio (hi joanne:). I have nothing to add to what Joanne will say -
I'm sure her response will be simpler and more direct than mine could
be.

So I'm just writing to send you love. And to thank you for inviting
so openly, which must have been a big step to take?

Actually: I do have a feeling that your open Ajna centre is hard at
work, trying to be certain about this decision, and how to analyse
the problem. And the answer is: if you have to do that, it's not the
right invitation!! And your Ajna centre is certainly not where the
authority is going to come from. Drink a lot of snaps, go for a swim
in Lake Mälaren, anything, - but persuade your mind to stop wrangling
with this issue. !!! It will wear you out.

Earlier in the year you and I had a conversation about self-projected
authority. I wasn't able to give any very clear response to you, but
I do have the feeling that this is important for the trouble that
you're experiencing right now. I hope and believe that Joanne has
something to give here.

Love from a beautiful day in Brighton to Södermalm (the widget on my
Mac says that you have snow)
Gott Nytt År - it will come, to be sure :-)
/michael

PS: For readers who would like to see Petra's chart: http://
humandesignonline.com/chart/personal/Petra_Karsenbarg_P.gif

On 29 Dec 2005, at 00:26, Petra Karsenbarg wrote:

> --- HDCommunity Group ---
> Hello!
>
> Rather desperate I ask for your help. As the projector I am I try
> to wait
> for the right invitation. How do I know when it is the right one?
>
> Got a job offer six weeks ago and since then I am stuck... Everyone
> around
> me says wow that’s a great opportunity and a very interesting
> project, my
> rational mind says yes it will solve the financial worries and
> maybe lead to
> something where I feel connected to others in a creative process,
> my body
> gets the old aches from burnouts before and my thoughts are going
> around and
> around.
>
> He wants me to go on my planned winter trip to the sun and come
> back and
> start working in March. My traveling plans got stuck behind this
> decision
> and I am just frozen in my apartment with it. Really don’t know if
> I shall
> go for it or not. Time goes and time left over for the journey
> gets shorter
> and shorter. Stress.. ;-( Steels my power and wets my napkins with
> a lot of
> tears. Decisions under pressure are no my favorite ones.
>
> I know I cannot solve this decision by thinking, and I really don’t
> know
> how.
>
> With a 1/3 profile. Not trusting my own inner voice (if I hear it)
> and very
> used to trials and errors...Really tired of going there all the
> time. My
> body cannot take many more burnouts... When my body now make me
> remember old
> aches I don’t know if it's just worries or if it's real warning
> signals...
>
> What to do...
>
> I am a projector with only G-center and heart defined. 1/3, single
> definition: 25/51. What more do want to know? My invitation comes
> from a
> manifesting generator. Who wants me to inspirer him in the visions
> around
> building up a retreat/eco village. A half time job during at least
> one year.
> For the rest undefined as so far, no land bought yet.
>
> Help 1: don’t like to get stuck here in Stockholm for that long
> time again,
> so bored of this place and climate. Help 2: am not able to work
> alone again,
> this was my burnout many times as the single person in my own
> company many
> years, stuck in the project without a engine... Help 3: I have the
> feeling
> that architecture is past time for me. Just not clear yet exactly
> what to do
> instead. *Guiding people, healing, inspiring, art, beauty, dance,
> movement
> and circle work... Setting up a retreat place in a nice climate
> where the
> sun shines and people worry les and smiles in the streets.* Big
> dreams...
> How to start? Or just to wait for the invitation??? Which is the
> right one?
>
> Also wonder if there is someone in Stockholm (Sweden) doing
> readings???
> Would be glad to get a reading. Didn’t have one yet. Found about
> about my
> chart myself through internet, am interested to get some more specific
> details about how I can live to get a nicer flow in life...
>
> A long letter with big questions from a confused stuck Projector.
>
> Petra
>
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I love nothing more than a stuck projector.
It shows you have taken on the Human Design information.
STuck STuck STuck - It's the best place.
I will write again tomorrow - when I have had time to consider your life
information.
For me there is nothing worse than a projector who knows what they are
doing.
Love Joanne
Emotional 4/6 projector

-----Original Message-----
From: Petra Karsenbarg [mailto:petra.karsenbarg@swipnet.se]
Sent: 29 December 2005 00:26
To: hdcommunity@thefoco.com
Subject: [HDCommunity] How do I know when the invitaiton is the right
one?

--- HDCommunity Group ---
Hello!

Rather desperate I ask for your help. As the projector I am I try to wait
for the right invitation. How do I know when it is the right one?

Got a job offer six weeks ago and since then I am stuck... Everyone around
me says wow that¹s a great opportunity and a very interesting project, my
rational mind says yes it will solve the financial worries and maybe lead to
something where I feel connected to others in a creative process, my body
gets the old aches from burnouts before and my thoughts are going around and
around.

He wants me to go on my planned winter trip to the sun and come back and
start working in March. My traveling plans got stuck behind this decision
and I am just frozen in my apartment with it. Really don¹t know if I shall
go for it or not. Time goes and time left over for the journey gets shorter
and shorter. Stress.. ;-( Steels my power and wets my napkins with a lot of
tears. Decisions under pressure are no my favorite ones.

I know I cannot solve this decision by thinking, and I really don¹t know
how.

With a 1/3 profile. Not trusting my own inner voice (if I hear it) and very
used to trials and errors...Really tired of going there all the time. My
body cannot take many more burnouts... When my body now make me remember old
aches I don¹t know if it's just worries or if it's real warning signals...

What to do...

I am a projector with only G-center and heart defined. 1/3, single
definition: 25/51. What more do want to know? My invitation comes from a
manifesting generator. Who wants me to inspirer him in the visions around
building up a retreat/eco village. A half time job during at least one year.
For the rest undefined as so far, no land bought yet.

Help 1: don¹t like to get stuck here in Stockholm for that long time again,
so bored of this place and climate. Help 2: am not able to work alone again,
this was my burnout many times as the single person in my own company many
years, stuck in the project without a engine... Help 3: I have the feeling
that architecture is past time for me. Just not clear yet exactly what to do
instead. *Guiding people, healing, inspiring, art, beauty, dance, movement
and circle work... Setting up a retreat place in a nice climate where the
sun shines and people worry les and smiles in the streets.* Big dreams...
How to start? Or just to wait for the invitation??? Which is the right one?

Also wonder if there is someone in Stockholm (Sweden) doing readings???
Would be glad to get a reading. Didn¹t have one yet. Found about about my
chart myself through internet, am interested to get some more specific
details about how I can live to get a nicer flow in life...

A long letter with big questions from a confused stuck Projector.

Petra

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